Holy cow, I miss my husband!! I feel so lost without him. We were best friends, together 24/7. It's especially hard for me at night. Last night I asked my dad to sleep with me because I just didn't wanna sleep alone.
I feel so sad right now and my heart just hurts. I just had to go thru a bunch of pics to pick out some for the slideshow at Cody's memorial and it totally wrecked me.
The other day someone asked me if I was mad at God. My answer was no. Of course not, how could I ever be mad at Him? He gave Cody to me for almost 2 yrs - and it was the most precious gift. God blessed me with the most amazing person I've ever known. I am so thankful.
I know that so many of you are praying intensely for me and I'm so thankful, you don't even know! Please don't stop praying. I need you to hold up my arms when I can't hold them up on my own.
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Behold, the Lion of the tribe of Judah, the root of David, has triumphed!
My dear sweet Amy, Your comment brought tears to my eyes. I can't even imagine what you must be going thru, the loss you must feel when someone you love was there one day and gone the next. My thoughts are with you all through the day and I talk about you and your bravery with Frank and my friends all the time. You are such a strong person.
God Bless you hun.
XO
Neisha
Precious Amy,
You are being lifted up continually, know that. I pray especially for you at night time, that would be the roughest for me, too, if I was going through what you are experiencing. Know that Jesus catches each of your tears. They are an offering to him, what a way to say to Jesus, "You did a great job in Cody. He completely impacted my life and changed me forever. I miss him so much." We love you!!!
Megan
You are loved. I've been up in the night times since Saturday night. I lift you up sweet one. Jackson has usually been up at these times as well. Consider it his way of standing with you as well. We look forward to seeing you face to face, heart to heart...vickie
Amy
I knew Cody earlier in life. Met up with him again when I was asked to sell his mothers home in Camarillo. What a fine young man. So glad he fell in love with God. I look foreward to our meeting again in the Kingdom.
Bob Dickran
Amy-
You are in our prayers. We'll have our church praying for you, lifting you up.
Scott and Sue Aughtmon
On the day you wrote this, this is the message in 'God Calling'
Turn Again
'Draw night God and He will draw night to you.'
This is a law in the spiritual life. You must turn to Me before you are conscious of My nearness. It is that turning to Me you must cultivate in every circumstance. A glad turning of thankfulness, or a turning of weak appeal.
It is so wonderful that naught is needed but that mute appeal. You have no need to voice your longing. No need to plead, no need to bring gifts. How wonderful to feel you can so simply claim help, and so promptly, so lovingly, it is there.
Not only help but the comfort and joy of Divine Nearness and Companionship. A nearness that brings sweetness into life, and confidence, and peace.
Never fear, never lose heart. Draw nigh to Me and in that nearness is all you need. My presence alone can transform conditions and lives--bringd Harmony and Beauty, Peace and Love.
Sweet girl, if only I could find words that would help comfort you. I can only imagine how you are struggling without Cody.
Biltmore started the Global Focus Impact celebration tonight. I remembered that you and Cody came last year. You will have more memories of your short life together than many people have who are married for many years. I pray it won't be long until all those memories fill that big deep void in your heart.
I am crying with many for your hurt but I am praying with many for your strength and peace.
Love to you,
Mama B
Amy I love you!
I just want to say thank you to each and everyone of you that have had the time to spend with Amy & Cody. Thank you for your prayers, and for being thier with them both when I couldn't be their. I fill like I know all of their friends. God Bless you for your support when they needed it the most.I just can not say thank you enough.
I knew they were in good hands. GODS!!!
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