"Don't look at Todd. Keep your eyes on Me"

Wow, what a night! We arrived 2 hrs before the meeting was set to start in hopes of getting a "good" seat. Well, it's true that the glory is all around so all the seats are "good" seats. We serve a God who is so big and beyond anything we can ever imagine! My mind can't even wrap around the magnitude of His love and grace. And oh, how He longs to see us set free and healed, not only spiritually but mentally, emotionally, and physically. That's why He did what He did.

Before the meeting even started, God spoke 9 simple words to me. "Don't look at Todd. Keep your eyes on Me". Todd is just the facilitator. A laid down lover of Jesus, as Heidi Baker might say. God is using him in incredible ways, but He doesn't want us to look at Todd.

Last night, we caught a glimpse of heaven. People from all over the world gathered to worship the King of kings - and it was beyond beautiful! Flags were flying high. Denmark, Sweden, South Africa. Just to name a few. 2 girls from Hong Kong sat behind us and a few Latin ladies off to our left. A Brazilian guy in the aisle toting a shofar. Even the Chinese are here!

If you know me, you know I absolutely love this! I love the nations. I think my heart is in the shape of a world map! :)

After an intense session of spiritual warfare, the glory ascended and people started getting healed. We heard countless testimonies of God's healing power and even saw a few demonstrations. Myself and a pastor from SoCal, started praying for Cody. After a few minutes, we asked him if he felt anything or felt any different. He said no.

So I sat there for a few minutes contemplating what to do next. I turned around to see an older lady sitting behind us and as I looked at her she mouthed the words "go" to me. So I took Cody by the hand and we walked up to the front. Ministry teams were set up all along the side to pray for people. 3 guys lay hands on Cody and I'm off to the side a little waiting, watching, praying. Nothing. So one of the guys suggests we go let Todd pray for Cody.

To be honest, I felt a little bad as we were ushered to the front of the line. Atleast 30 or 40 people were already waiting. We share the diagnosis with one of the attendants. Cody starts crying and says, "I just wanna be healed!" Seeing him in tears, puts me in tears and then I start thinking, "Oh great, we're 2 minutes away from being on God tv and all we can do is cry!" In my heart, I was wishing Todd would give me the microphone.

There was one older man ahead of us on stage who had just gotten healed. He didn't need the hearing aid anymore, praise God!

Anyway, the attendant shares with Todd and to be honest, the rest was kind of a blur. The next thing I know, Cody is down. Then Todd very gently blows into my face... my body felt so light.. and I was down too. As I laid there, my heart was beating so fast and I had the most perfect peace you can imagine.

Afterwards, Cody said the same thing. Peace, perfect peace. That's all we know.