Wednesday, August 5, 2009

exactly 1 yr ago today, i was sitting at Stanford, waiting to hear how Cody's brain surgery went.
it is absolutely mind blowing to me how fast time has flown!
Cody's birthday is on friday. he would've been 26.

not sure what i will do to 'celebrate'. it hardly seems right without him.

i am doing really well though. better than i have been in the past 10 1/2 mths. about 3 wks ago, i met with one of my spiritual mama's/mentors to talk and pray thru some stuff.... and ever since then i've felt so light. something shifted. something changed. i cant exactly pinpoint it, but i just know that Holy Spirit lifted a really heaven burden and i no longer feel as if the weight of the world is on my shoulders. thank you, Lord!

on another amazing note, i spoke with Cody's dad a few days ago for the first time in a long time... and he told me that he has rededicated his life to Jesus and in his words, is striving to be a man of integrity. hallelujah!



6 comments:

Unknown said...

wow that is wonderful!

Sandra L. Brown, MA said...

Hard to imagine it was a yr ago for that surgery. I am so glad that the grief is shifting and there is some movement there for you. I will be thinking of you both on Friday. What about YOUR b-day????

Drew said...

When are you coming to northern cali again?

Aracely said...

..."rededicated his life to Jesus and in his words...is striving to be A MAN OF INTEGRITY"...
HA-HA-HA-LLELUJAH...! ¨
...and good luck!

Mary said...

God Bless you Mark!!! Cody would have been so proud of you. One day you will see him again.

reasons... said...

That is so great, Hallelujah to all of it!! So happy for you!