Monday, October 18, 2010

somedays i just wanna take off running... and not look back, because looking back is too painful.

on days like today, i wonder how far i've really come on this "journey".

there's a longing and an ache in my heart. and a lump in my throat.

for Cody.

7 comments:

Rebekah said...

Oh honey, I'm sorry. :(

We will be praying for you. You have come so far on this "journey". We love you from the holler house!

Rebekah said...

Oh honey, I'm sorry. :(

We will be praying for you. You have come so far on this "journey". We love you from the holler house!

Ouida said...

So sorry Amy. There will always be a soft spot in your heart for Cody...thank goodness it's not a callous...that soft spot is pliable and moldable--and your tears just keep it that way. And it is good.

Preethi Anish said...

Hugs and Hugs ...

whatever happens, happens for the best ...
ya its hurting , confusing some times depressing but isn't it wonderful to have a comforting , loving Father ...
and isn't it more comforting and a cheerful thought that ur husband is with him now :) ...

Anonymous said...

Sorrow, lie still and wear
No tears, no sighings, no despair,
No mourning weeds,
Nought that discloses
A heart that bleeds;
But looks contented I will bear,
And o'er my cheeks strew roses.
Unto the world I may not weep,
But save my sorrow all, and keep
A secret heart, sweet soul, for thee,
As the great earth and swelling sea -

Thomas Lovell Beddoes,
Dirge

arms reaching out to encircle you, sweet sister ...
<3 Linda C.

lyndabyrd said...

Thinking about you a lot these days...praying that Dad will give you a big hug right now! love you!

Serenity said...

Oh Amy, I sure do hate that you have to endure this but I know you can, I know you are strong, I know you can do anything! I am always here for you if you need to talk and I am always thinking of you. I know you will be happy, I know you will prevail. <3 ren